Honesty is the best policy?You think so?

I always thought that to survive in any relationship, be it friendship or love, is to be honest with them. So, i tried to be as honest as i could to my friends. Whenever i was unhappy with them, i showed to them by action and gradually would tell them face to face how unhappy i was to them. Whenever i got angry to them, i refused to see them, put a long disgusted face whenever i bump into them. All because i thought that honesty is the best policy, that it's alright to show your real feelings to them so that they know how we felt towards them. But i was certainly wrong.

I never thought that my honest feelings and words which i intended to let them know would paralyze the relationship or even worse kill it. When i told them how i really feel towards them when i was angry, i didn't mean to make them look so bad. It's normal, isn't it? That when you are angry to someone, you would think negatively about them. About how disgusted they are to you, how reluctant you want to see them, how annoyed you feel of every action they make. I know that it wasn't on them completely. I know that we are not perfect, and that may also be my mistakes. But what makes me disappointed is that my honesty is mistaken as something they would remember as how rude and cruel i was to them in my words and actions.

After all, honesty is not the best policy. I'll make sure that i will never be totally honest in a relationship. It will only destroy you in the end.