Tired

I don't know why but eversince i came back for the new semester, i just don't feel the way i used to feel when i came back during my foundation year. Everything now seems so dull and boring. It seems to me that a new semester only reminds me of how tired i am going to be to struggle for the semester. As the day goes by, my feeling of homesick grows stronger. I know i should have not felt this way. This is my future i'm putting on risk. I know someday i'll might look back and laugh at what i wrote today.

And today, i don't have the mood to revise on anything. What i just did was printing all learning materials and updating my schedule and all stuff like that, which doesn't require me to think at all. Sometimes, i do feel i like doing this kind of stuff, i mean the stuff like wrapping up my books, refilling my printer ink, arranging my books, etc. But of course i don't intend to make these as my future career. I think I want to gather a friend or two just to have a study partner or you can call it a study group. Perhaps it will help the situation better, i suppose.

Talking about friends. Recently, i've realized that most of my good friends are females. I'm not sure why but my relationships with females last longer than with males, i mean in terms of friendships. Maybe it's human nature i guess, the opposite always matches well. But i can't deny that i have good relationships with males too but very few, only the few that really suits me. I hope it will last forever though.