It's been a fortnight

Gosh! Time does really fly fast, faster than i thought. Eversince there is no more modem in my room, connecting to the internet which involves blogging especially, takes me a million miles. Though I regularly update my friendster and check my e-mail account, but getting myself to write something in my blog seems so difficult and hard. Sometimes when you are staying at home all day long, you just don't have anything else to write except "i woke up this morning, took my lunch, and bla bla bla". I refuse to write such things because we all did face the same thing everyday. It will continue on every single day.

However, this week was pretty a blast. My great buddy just came down to my place for a few days, to attend some event. With his presence, I no longer enjoy my neverending-boring-daily routine. Things get a little bit different. Spent more time outside. Watched Eragon. Hanging out. Driving around aimlessly. Yeah. That was different.

Then, I happened to ease a friendship problem with a friend. Now, everything seems okay, i hope. But I don't think i'm expecting more or hoping for us to get close again. I guess what happens now is enough. As long as we're smiling to each other whenever one bumps into another, i think that's just fine. So glad it's over.

Another week

It's Monday. Monday is synonym to the beginning of a week, where it can be regarded as a new beginning to new ambition, new hope or new day. For me, Monday symbolizes a day for me to rethink everything that i've done so far, good or bad, to help improve my life to a better future. Starting from today, i hope i will be able to finish my Harry Potter Book 5 and 6, do useful and meaningful stuff around the house and to spend more quality time with family, appreciating them more and more each day and most importantly, try as best i could to consistently keep on posting everyday.

I realize that life can sometimes be tough and challenging. At this point of my life, i think i've tasted so much bitter and sweet experiences, more than anything i could have imagined. I would not say i regret it, but i would prefer to regard myself as grateful and glad that it happened. Not everyone has seen or felt what i had at this very young innocent age =P. It has taught me a lot along the way - about how important the support of family is, how someone so close can turn out to be someone so selfish, how money can affect your life so much, how one single silly mistake can turn your life upside down - to list everything here would be impossible, but those are the things that i've learnt that affects my life thoroughly. But i guess, these little things that make me who i am today. Eventhough my life now would be something that is not pleasing to the eye nor the heart, i hope it will prepare me for a better future later.

I am really really wishing that miracles could happen and that my life will change for the better. Hope you could hear this.

It's already Friday?

Man, how fast time flies! It's already Friday, which means it's almost a week since i came back. Let me see, what have i been doing all this while? Nothing? fuh...and now it's already December...and 2007 is just around the corner. I still remember those days when i was in primary school, where the new millennium was on its way. And right now, this moment, it's already almost 7 years after the millennium!!If you a have a child during millennium, you will realise how long it has been when you see how much he has grown up now.

Earlier today, i went out with a few old time buddies, Robby and the gang. I think it has been ages since i hang out with them. Actually i was hesitated to go out, but i did eventually. I don't know why i refuse to go out these days. Perhaps i'm so used to staying in the house doing nothing, or i don't find hanging out with friends would be as much interesting as it used to be. Few years back, i was so keen to go out with my friends, even though there's nothing much to do, or even there's not even a thing to do. Just wanna kill the time by walking around in the mall, sitting and chatting. I've passed that now. Perhaps that's what you called process of maturity. All i wanna do now is to have some quality time with my family before my new semester starts early next year. It seems to me that i've becoming such a mommy's boy nowadays. Hahaha.

Gosh, it's already Saturday! This is what i meant!:P